Xisco, la articulo

2009-01-03T02:11:00.000-08:00

无奈，但还是要面对，
彷徨，因为看不到前方，
迷惑，只怪问题太复杂，
遗憾，为何总是慢几步，
光荣，太快了，我感觉不到，
陌生，这感觉每天都在发生，
温暖，从来没有感觉过，
爱情，犹如沼泽，踩越深，越让人痛苦，
课业，尽了力但还差很远，
快乐，太短暂，还是感觉不到，
记忆，尝试回想，但没有一个值得去记，

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四年快过，继续进修或工作，我很疑惑，
我有梦想，但人总得吃饭，的确无奈，
感情世界，追求的总是错的，非常遗憾，
现实社会，即使住了几十年，陌生无比，
课业普通，尽力了还爬不上高峰，透不过气，
自足常乐，虽然如此但我不想停留，很想突破，
四年岁月，犹如志摩名言：‘悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来；我挥一挥衣袖不带走一片云彩’。

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After the graduation, i will be entered into a new world. It will be strange, challenge, sorrow, happy? I do not know. There are too many possibilities and it usually happens antagonistically to your desires. It happens to many of us. Some said these are challenges from god; some said these are punishments for your early life. Nevertheless, we still need to face it. Stay in UKM does not impress me anything.Maybe i'm just a nert guy. Sometimes, i will share with some friends. They might give opinions, however, the root of thumb, the reality never changes. For something, i try so hard, and it got so far, but in the end, it doesnt even matter. And for so, it will be kept in my subconcious mind. I'm trying to find somewhere i really belongs to. Nonetheless, it seems never be found no matter i try so hard..

屁屁爱死屁！

2008-12-14T03:19:00.000-08:00

我是一个普通人，
一个不起眼的大学生，
天天呆在实验室，
看着可爱老鼠过人生，
有时忙到要挨饿，
有时“显”到要睡觉，
实验还没有答案，
可是发现到一个弊端，
大马果然是天堂，
好的东西多到数不完，
有份工作很休闲，
它名字叫屁屁爱死屁，
这个屁屁爱死屁，
尤其来自爱夫克斯必，
气到你很快就死去，
爱计较样衰又乱乱发脾气！
躲在房里偷懒去，
不是大吃会就在打机，
没有duty懒得采你，
有duty就做“肚懒”样对你，
这就是这里的效率，
一群猪脑的屁屁爱死屁，
我国国立大学如何去升级，
光说不做没人人理！
屁屁爱死屁，
改改你们懒惰的脾性，
一个“肚懒”样会影响我们的心情，
不要害我们的论文拿到不好的成绩，
这种“肚懒”屁屁爱死屁，
我要去那里complain你？
这就是大马的教育，反省吧！别再逃避！

UTM (Universiti Totally for Malay)

2008-08-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

UiTM (Universiti Teknologi Mara) is the university, which only received “bumiputera” (mostly malay) for degree program, postgraduate program and pHD program. This university is very special because you need to be a “bumiputera” before they will consider your eligibility to study in this sophisticated university. Ironically, I’m not a “bumiputera” because I’m from “Mars”. I had expressed my curiosity on my origin in the lyric named “born in Mars”. I’m a Chinese and I’m a Malaysian but I can not even step into this university, which is located in Malaysia. Now, the beloved chief minister of Selangor, Tan Seri Abdul Khalid had recommended to UTM to provide 10% seat for non-bumi. However, he had been accused that he is betraying his own race. The constitution had stated that each race should treat others equally. However, does this scenario shows that the Malay is respecting other races. Moreover, if MCA asks to open a university only for Chinese or MIC asks to open a university only for Indian. I guarantee this won’t be happen because the “lovely” minister of high education will say: “As a Malaysian, we need to be integrated”. For instance, Chinese students want to organize an activity like PAP (pesta angpau), committee members have to be included those bumiputera. Otherwise, the activity will be purposely prohibited by the authority. It is truth that certain malay lecturers are helpful, certain malay friends are truthful, however, I do strongly believe racist is still happening even though the government had thrown a lot of money to improve the integration among races in Malaysia. The main point is, if the ideology of “ketuanan melayu” still exists in Malaysia, I believe the vision 2020 is just a crap. I don’t think Malaysia some day will like USA, where the black (Obama) can be the candidate of president. If UTM still insist the “malay-only” mindset, just keep thinking that way, motherfucker. Chinese are able to cope with that because we care very much about the quality of education than you do. Do you think the UTM is a prestigious university? I don’t know but I doubt. All Chinese, be strong and always train to be strong. One day, if this land can not be landed by us, there are other places we can go if we are good enough. I wish I can be a patriotic guy but if I insist myself to be patriotic, I want to puke because I do not believe you are respecting Chinese since I was born. I hope this will be change one day. Remember this, Chinese is from china, Indian is from India, Malay is from Sumatera, Indonesia (remember your prince parameswara?). In the end, you still a immigrant even though you step to this land for a long time a go. There is no free lunch, do not always expecting the non-bumi or the non-muslim to pay tax to support the bumi. Each of us needs to work hard and earn what we are worth to earn. But the truth is, habit dies hard…… Thank you.

Born in Mars {@##$#%#@$$###@$}

2008-07-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

Bro.. yeah that’s why..
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.

Mum, what the hell that I did before?
Did I been jailed or been cursed before?
Am I now stepping the right floor?
Why I’ll get such a strange call?
Do I look like an alien or not?
I heard somebody call earth as bumi before,
Why I’ve been known as non-bumi? what wrong?
I’m from earth too; can you be fair or not?
I should be treated with rights like yours.

that’s why..
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.

I got what you got,
I act like what you act,
I eat like what you eat,
I know something that you don’t eat,
But we are not such different at all,
Why I will get such a call?
Why you’re so easy to grab what you want?
Why I need to spend a whole night to get me a bowl of Wantan?
And now you even wanna share 30% of my wantan.
You already got your rendang but still wanna own my wantan.

that’s why..
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.

I’m start running and you still walking,
I know cooking and you still want to be fed,
Is time to grow, but you cry and making noise,
Tell me that is your habit and you like it a lot,
Yeah I guess so because you never worry before,
Until now you still wanna rolling on the floor,
Waiting your pappa to feed you, oh god…
I guess I never have such a good day..my lord..

that’s why..
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.
They call me an alien shit, coz I from mars, from mars.

I Gonna Save You

2008-06-11T04:22:00.000-07:00

I gonna save you babe,
I gonna give you pill,
You gotta pay me money,
That all you need to do.

I gonna save you babe,
I gonna give you pill,
You gotta pay me money,
That all you need to do.

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What a wierd world,
I'm kinda confuse,
Are'nt doc gonna save people,
But not all is true,
Is what i'm seeing,
What i wanna say is true,
No offense,
I hope you concern,
Can you please don't wear your coat,
I know it makes you feel thats cool,
Please don't wear,
When you eat,
Coz you might hurt yout pateint, that is real,
Some shit germs,
Stay on your coat,
What happen when you bring to your pateint?
I hope you know,
I think you do,
Nosocomial disease is familiar for you,
The risk is low but it might happen too,
Pateint might die because of you...
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I gonna save you babe,
I gonna give you pill,
You gotta pay me money,
That all you need to do.

I gonna save you babe,
I gonna give you pill,
You gotta pay me money,
That all you need to do.

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Hei doc, what i'm saying is true,
I know you still insist,
Coz you believe that you're true,
I dunno what to say,
I dunno what to do,
Because i just a normal dude,
Patients believe in you,
Patients need you much,
So you gotta care them with you sincere heart,
Juz pay some more time,
It won't make you die,
Please don't wear and you might save some patients life..
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I gonna save you babe,
I gonna give you pill,
You gotta pay me money,
That all you need to do.

I gonna save you babe,
I gonna give you pill,
You gotta pay me money,
That all you need to do.

[PS: This is the lyric that i wrote, no offense, just wanna concern]

Thailand Trip

2008-05-12T07:39:00.001-07:00

30th of April, was the end of the day for my 3rd year end semester examination. My exam journey had ended following another new journey, the journey to Thailand. I'm not alone in this journey, 5 coursemates accompany me to Thailand. 3 from penisular of Malaysia, 3 from Sabah and Sarawak. This journey fullfills our "beloved" government policy, which promotes cooperation between penisular of Malaysia and Sabah Sarawak (joke). 30th of April was the first day of my Thailand trip. In this day, 5 of us (me, chee wai, chiou mee, kee liong and William) went to KL Sentral to take train to Arau, Perlis. This is my first time take train to far place because i usually take bus. The train is pretty special because the train never change since i was standard six. Yeah, the train is quick sucks. During the time sitting in the train, a baby was crying loudly. I wonder why how the mother treats her baby. Really damn sucks because i can't sleep good enough. When the train reached Butterworth, the train stucked there around 3 hours. What the hell! What kinda stupid train is that? Then, another pretty coursemate, chin mei joined us at Bkt Mertajam. Finally, we reached Arau, chee wai's hometown. That was really sucks to take KTM, i rather take bus. We stayed at Arau for a short while, then we took 5Pm train straigh to the Bangkok. I was hoping that the train could be better than the previous one. Yeah, it was better than the previous one. The design inside the train is kinda creative because the seat can "transform" to sleeping bed. Moreover, there was a dining table that can be fixed for our scrumptious dinner.
When i mention about the dinner, i should give credit to William for the fried rice and Chin mei for cheese hotdogs. We were eating scrumptious dinner in the train, chatting and watching scenes outside of the window. To be continued in next post..

南洋人的悲歌

2008-04-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

破旧帆船载百人，勇闯大海下南洋，
只怪朝廷官腐败，百姓难有好饭菜，
为了子孙的未来，只能签字买猪仔，
南洋乃是鬼子地，有矿有田好土地，
先贤来到住矿地，刻苦耐劳赚钱去，
有的下来做生意，提高南洋的经济，
此地住了一族群，对华下南有敌意，
看到华人创佳绩，眼红妒嫉和生气，
诉华人乃外人也，要全华人回乡去，
独立之后分权利，样样都要拿第一，
可恨恶毒马哈迪，剥夺华人的权利，
拿着公民权调戏，说是特权的交易，
如果什么不满意，马华也无能为力，
天天开会举短剑，说要捍卫巫权益，
华人开口数多次，没有理会还生气，
华人已经尽了力，没办法就移民去，
却说咱们没有情，丢下国家不要理，
聪明无比的巫裔，是你不尊重华裔，
说此地乃回教国，宪法说是世俗国，
终于露出狐狸尾，贪心无比霸道也，
如果没有了华裔，大马怎会好发展，
不如回乡耕田去，大马经济给华理，
巫裔一天不自立，华裔印裔不受理，
此乃真人真事也，也是南下悲歌也。。。。。